sometimes i think we won't make it. that's my biggest fear - that we will accidentally, intentionally hurt each other in the worst way possible. there would be no going back from that. when doors are slammed, voices raised, words breaking, jaws clenching. when we forget, for a moment, how to love. instead - we [...]
Tag: writing
let it die when she does.
will i learn to resent you? i'm beginning to see parts of her in you. her legacy will remain that of a despotic regime. a hatred-filled reign of manipulation and domination. i fear that your hand holding mine will turn to steel, unforgiving shackles to tame; control to maintain. is this our heritage? [...]
our blood stains these cathedral walls
it's wanting to punch your fist through a wall. it's an open wound, bleeding - unbearable. contracting and retracting; my womb is shedding itself. a riotous force, armies in battle: stab, stab, stabbing. an almighty force, it symbolises my sexual maturity my monetary value in our society - i become property. [...]
i am astounded by your brilliance
i am astounded by your brilliance, surrounded by a luminescence, a magnetism (a magnificence) completely primal. your eyes, they glitter with knowledge (laughter) an omniscience, an open window. i hear your laugh, a victorious exclamation of hilarity - everyoneย knows you, theyย yearnย to be within you, of you, around you. i don't think you're comfortable [...]
when you hit that low (low, low, low)
hi lovelies. currently, it is sunday evening which means tomorrow is monday and the week begins again. i seem to have found myself lagging. if you could see my desk right now, you would either splash holy water in my face or hug me in commissary - there is literally no in between. in the [...]
implicit sexism;
implicit sexism: a river of denial, painting your son golden. your daughter black with burden. when will we stop? when will we stop confining children to ridiculous notions of what is masculine and what is feminine? (itโs not manly to vacuum the house. you shouldnโt have to do the cooking, you're the man. donโt [...]
wildfire: come closer, i dare you
come closer. don't be scared. i'm not going to lie though, i do bite. & there is nothing i love more than blood dripping from my petal-soft lips. - you crave it, our mystique, our bodies to warm your sheets. i rage, you know. a storm - you smell the sulphur i [...]
she comes in waves
she comes in waves. there's never a warning, it's always a surprise. unable to breathe left wanting, in need of air - gasping. tired eyes clenched tight - it'll pass soon. in the meantime, i'm left drowning, waiting. like someone sitting on my chest a heaviness i can't catch my breath. it's a dizziness, a [...]
they live in fear of her
they live in fear of her. she brings death, they claim. she loves misery, they say. she's withย him, they chant. she's lonely, she whispers to herself. she doesn't work for the devil but they fear that which they don't know, theyย fear herย because she isย magic. a queen, a sorceress of unimaginable [...]
i don’t really understand what this is about
i don't really understand what this is about. and by this i mean life and by life i guess i mean this right now. how odd how hard we work for what? wealth? legacy? death? but we all end up in the same place - in the ground or scattered around. we [...]
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