today is a bad day. i should come with a warning a flashing signal letting those around me know, i'm walking a tightrope (soulless) the precipice of which i feel will crumble and leave me stranded Alone. it is not because I feel overwhelmed a riotous overflow of emotion. it's the opposite. [...]
Category: poetry
rode the dragon who breathed fire
I don't know how we did it but we did. rode the dragon who breathed fire destroyed towns and cities to get where we are. there was a time wasn't there where we were worried about having to sleep in the car. it was the not knowing, that nearly killed us dragged us down into [...]
a prayer for forgiveness
a crack a shudder a miasmic eruption of molten lava. the hatred i spewed an explosion soul-crushing guilt with a prayer for forgiveness. i knew i was supposed to have a love far greater than the one i knew i owned for you. i understood that you were from a different generation. an immigrant who [...]
feminism: a reality check.
I just don't really agree with feminism, you say, I love men, so how could I perpetuate an ideologue that demeans them? I find catcalls flattering, you claim, it is nice to know that men find me attractive. It's just a joke, you say, when a man calls me a cheeky bitch Just some harmless [...]
WEEK IN BOOKS ep. 3
As it has been my first week out of placement, I haven't read all that many books (but ask me how many videos I've binged watched about BTS *insert jungkookย gif here*). But I have managed to find the motivation between lazing around and basking in the knowledge that I have absolutely nothing due, to finally [...]
TOP 5 POETRY PICKS
Last year, I made a mission to read all the poetry collections that I could get my hands on (and that I could afford) after I spontaneously picked up Rupi Kaur'sย Milk and Honey and fell in absolute and overwhelming love. So I thought, in the spirit of upcoming holidays, how about I write a list [...]
AN UPDATE FRIENDS
Fellow friends and other dudes, I just wanted to apologise for not being as active as usual on the ol' blog, I have just finished placement so I am hoping to be posting three times a week as usual (but like give me another week to get back into the groove please)! I have already [...]
matching flower tattoos & motorbike gears
she was driving when I looked over from the passenger seat. one hand on the wheel, the other adding emphasis to her words a telling symptom of her greekness. like a meteor shredding through earthโs atmosphere smashing into earthโs plains and distorting the landscape, i was suddenly and inexplicably hit by the mortality of the [...]
go eff yourself, mate
nothing it seems will fill the gaping hole of my soul. you mistaken pain grief loneliness you mistaken the rupturing of my self as easy fucking access to the shell i leave behind. -ย go fuck yourself, mate.
i’m not like you
I wonโt let myself be broken down, shattered shards of a deconstructed self. I wonโt let myself break under the weight of worlds bearing down on my shoulders. But I know one thing. Iโm not like you. You, who refuses to live in the present but picks at the scars of the past. You, who [...]
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