the destruction commenced unwarranted catastrophic. I raised my hands a blessing tasting the fire the ash. donโt be fooled by the burns of the leftover destruction. having to rise from those ashes I discovered re-discovered Myself. My strength. My intelligence. A glorious phoenix with wings of fire and ash. -ย flying, soaring. a winged beast of [...]
Category: poetry
a non-mutual relationship
a heaviness blankets me like a shawl, misted grey feeding off my soul, like a parasite. it bites. it pulls at my life force, sucking, taking, stealing. my body is not my own. sinister laughter only i can hear you are unworthy. you are nothing.ย you are unlovable no one will ever remember you. [...]
a sequel
i pushed through the wind and there was something so painfully beautiful in the action so simple yet so powerful. i pushed through the wind and i felt carefree young happy i was who i was meant to be in that moment, unapologetically flawed and absolutelyย beautiful. i learnt something that day in the park, surrounded [...]
anna short for anxiety
I had an anxiety attack today. At work, while serving customers. My chest was a cage, my heart a prisoner gunning for escape. Boom. Boom. ย ย Boom. Boom. It scared me this time. I thought I was going to collapse right there while selling Christmas stamps. What a way to go, eh? The room [...]
โจ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฒ๐ซ๐ป๐ช๐ป๐ ๐ธ๐ฏ ๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ช๐ท๐ญ๐ป๐ช โจ 